I'm sorry

the moment u stare at me
the moment u tell me where are my mistakes
the moment u can scold but u dont scold
the moment u trying best to help me

the moment u say
"i believe u CAN do this!!"
where i dont even have this faith in myself at all
where the tears rolled in eyes and still need to hold them from dropping down
where i m just so lost, lost, lost ! and yet, life continues

i dont want to retreat
i dont want to give up
i dont want to cry

i just want to try my best and get this through